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Wednesday, December 23rd, 2009

megwyne

1:17p Fission Mailed. Ok. I'm trying to make new friends in Seattle. I met the one girl off Craig's List, and we've hung out twice now. She's really nice. So at least there's that. The Coffee Meetup from before was so successful that there was a second one, and I've at least been vaguely in contact with a few girls from it. So, here's hoping. The girl I want to be friends with (the one I spilled salad dressing on) ... I get the feeling she doesn't want to be friends. I finally got the guts to post on her FB wall and invite her to coffee.... nothing. I invited her and the other girl (with the Celiac husband who works at Amazon!) to our NYE party, and she declined without a word. The other girl was nice enough to say she had other plans. So, this Morgan Celiac girl. She cancelled coffee the first time for a job interview. The second time for a second interview. The third time because "things are just too hectic." Then she offered to meet me at the gym this morning at 10. By 10:10 I went in and started my workout on my own, figuring if she showed up, she could still find me inside. After I finished, just after 11, I saw a text from her that she'd overslept. So I wrote back and asked if she wanted to get coffee. When I get home, I go to look at her Facebook.... and we are apparently no longer friends. In fact, I'm pretty sure she blocked me on Facebook. WTF, Seattle? What. The. Fuck. I just don't understand it. And now, it looks like the two friends I have here are both moving back to their respective home towns. Thanks to Unemployment. Fuck you, Seattle. Fuck you, shitty economy. I really miss having friends. I really miss the friends I already have. I feel like I gave up everything, friends and family, for some stupid boy. Don't get me wrong, I'm happy, and I love Andrew, and I am inexplicably thankful that he even has a job, let alone a really damn good one. But fuck if I don't miss people. (heh, I said buttfuck). So, I hope all my friends out there don't feel too much like I deserted them, because I still love you all, and miss you all like hell. /end Sap. If you'll excuse me, I think I'm going to go cry. current mood: depressed

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Monday, December 21st, 2009

tavaril

10:08p In which Emma is busy making props E: [collapses in a heap] I do not want to write to Santa! K: [comes over, drags E up] Come on... stand up on your little Jewish feet... Now. Do you have crayons? E: ...No... K: Then you cannot write to Santa! And on that note, Imma make cookies. current mood: silly current music: The Muppets sing Bohemian Rhapsody

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Sunday, December 20th, 2009

tavaril

3:10p In which Emma misses singing Handel My mother sent out this video to a bunch of her friends. It amused me to no end. Good memories of singing "The Messiah" include that performance we did at Gettysburg where Dr. Natter told the audience not to stand during the Hallelujah chorus, since we were recording... and they stood anyway :D And we all fell in love with the guy in the second row who was, like, having a moment of religious rapture during that. It was one of those nice moments wherein you know that what you're doing matters. Anyway, the below is a slightly different vision of Handel. Today has been mixed. Shoveled the walk outside of T-stone, which sucked. Kevin took me out to Perkins afterward, which rocked. Fell asleep when we got home, and woke up feeling shitty. Oh, I don't want to go anywhere right now... but I have to go back and paint some candy cane quarterstaves. current mood: lazy current music: The Hallelujah Chorus

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Saturday, December 19th, 2009

peneli

6:02p Snowpocalypse '09 ETA: More here.

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